.Monday, February 27, 2006 Y
'tis another day..
freak out.
it's monday.. 2 more days before the results are out.. nope not the star idol results. the A level results.
sucks.
life sucks.
i can't help but worry or freak out.. i mean, i'm seriously ridiculous la. haha it's a pretty amazing thing for me to admit this myself, so those pple who've fallen off their chairs, pls get back up on ur ass.
hm.. anw as i was saying, i'm being silly n ridiculous cos when i haf nightmares abt how badly i've done, i wake up in cold sweat, and with a splitting headache - smth which i seem to be getting pretty often these days.
then, yst nite, i had a supposedly gd dream. it was still abt my results but they weren't half bad. but then i woke up with a splitting headache as well. cos i realized tt pple often say tt dreams are the exact opp of reality.
haiz.
then when i thought back abt the nightmare i had.. y didnt i think tt dreams are the exact opp of reality lei? then i'd be somewhat comforted by the fact tt i had a nightmare. which sounds pretty ironic, if u ask me. haha but i guess it's juz like me to be worried abt almost everything. haha ok so mb everything.
hm.. in my office now.. missed the earlier 858 bus. seriously, i hate all 858 drivers la. they juz drive off without u!! n i was like 'haiz' with pple staring at me with tt wat-the-hell-is-she-running-aftr look. haha oh well i guess i'd laugh if i were one of them too.. haha
hm.. i hope there's smth to do today.. to distract me frm all these stupid thoughts abt wed, which btw is getting nearer n nearer......
ok. stop freakin out.
i printed out some gackt pics. wanna pin them to the walls of my cubicle, so i'd at least haf smth to stare at, i guess.. haha but the ink's a bit off.. my poor gackt. haha
oh wells, back to work. if there is work, tt is.
