haiz i'm so slow in my studying progress~~ but it's not like i've been slacking! i slept at 4 last night. woke up at 11 today. got to the lib aftr lunch at arnd 12.30pm. started studying at 1.30pm aftr dilly-dallyying. but i've onli gotten thru one chapter of tax!!

haiz. tmr almost half my day will be spent outside. so i either study late tonight again, or i slp earli tonight and wake up earli tmr. but i haf serious doubts abt me waking up earli even if i slp earli. haiz. so i guess i shld try to finish up 'income' chapter by tonight and start a little (hopefully almost half) on 'deductions'..

HG220 research paper is so troublesome. one minute we're fixed on our own idea, next we're swayed by our professor to make a tough choice. haiz. dun ask - it's a loooong story and i dun reli haf the time nor energy to go into the details.

i'm not even gg home this wkend~~ can u believe it? but my mum coming over this wkend, i think. or mb next wk, during a wkday. to come and see me and give me chicken essence and whtnot, i suppose. but i dun mind. i like seeing and toking to her often. but i juz can't study at home. argh the dilemma is killing me.

haiz. oh well. hopefully i get to finish my accounting tutorial optional qns by tonight and then finish up my income. shld be able to finish my accounting by 1.30am and then my income by 2am (only left the qns to revise so shld be quite a fast process). aftr tht i'm gonna read up a bit on my deductions and then i'm going to slp. tmr morn i'll decide or not whether to go to the lib to study or to stay in hall to study.

i hope the hall toilets wun get too dirty. but i think it will. cos next mon signals the end of the recess wk, so everyone else who went home for the break shld all be coming back by sunday, in fact. then they'll all dirty and wet the toilets like nobody's biz. i dun understand why they haf to be wet and yucky and disgusting. and i wish the cleaners would come back on wkends to clean the toilets. they dun haf to clean anything or anywhere else - juz the toilets will suffice. but i guess the hall office and authorities find it an 'unnecessary' expense - to pay cleaners to come down on wkends. wht kind of welfare are they offering??

then again, i'd rather haf a common toilet than an attached one to my room, like the rooms in halls 1 and 2. tht'll mean i'd haf to clean the toilet myself. ew. haha. so i guess i can't complain. *shrugs*

oh well, 'till then~

P.S. hopefully i wun fall sick. too many things gg on alr. can't afford to fall sick, man.

P.P.S. i think the professional photographs tht all of us took for some resume thingy are gg to be sent to us soon. i hope they made me look gd (though i doubt it). bleah. :P

my gdness. it's kiasu-ness to its max in NTU. NTU's full of tht. oh, and queueing, of cos. queueing for buses, food, even ATMs..

juz a few days late for some registration thingy and voila, there goes the spots. limited vacancies, i guess. even for the hair styling workshop. sheesh. and there was another talk by the hospitality sector. i think the email was sent to our accounts juz yst and as i checked my mail juz today afternoon, the spaces were all taken up. my gdness.

oh i juz realized smth v insignificant. i seldom (if nvr) use the right shift key of the keyboard. i almost always use the left. i dun rmb myself ever using the right one lei. haha. tht's weird. think it's the wrong way of typing. but oh wells.

had a bad headache juz now while studying. dunno why. feels better now, aftr tht shower i took. but still haf a little part of it lurking arnd somewhere, waiting to pounce on me. hmmm realized today tht i've got lots to study for tax. i juz finished the tutorial for next wk today and gg to revise properly for the quiz. but i dunno how to study for it. mb do the exercises the tutor did in class all over again ba. try to do it without help and then refer to the answers? hmmm mb. hopefully (though i doubt it) i can finish it by tmr. but i dun think it takes juz one and a half days to study finish. hmmm so mb it'll eat into my sat, too.

SHIT i juz realized tht almost the whole of my sat will be taken up. hmmm. tht leaves sat morning and sunday. i almost nvr do work in the morning. so tht means i'm left with friday and sunday. :(

and i've still got co law assignment to do. but thk gdness next wk is e-learning wk. so i'll haf tues free, on top of my usual free day on thurs. two days free.. hopefully, along with the other snippets of free time, i'll be able to finish up my work and finish studying for the quizzes. jiayou! i haf almost all the tutorials done. except for the last 2 questions for accounting one. think i'll do it now ba. so dun haf to worry abt it when it comes. but it looks hard. haiz. oh wells.

*sings* i will survive~

xian. today's weather is so freaking hot. i wish singapore would snow.

hmmm got some pasar malam at boon lay interchange again. saw some nice looking stuff there. esp the food. i love pasar malam food. haha dunno y.

pasar malam, anyone? :)

haiz. gotta get down to studying alr. i juz got back from home not too long ago and i didnt do anything today since the moment i woke up at 11am. yst i managed to finish my co law and now i juz haf to write in the answers properly for t7. aftr tht i'm gonna either study some accounting, or revise my co law on directors' duties. so as to do the assignment which is due next friday. long way, it seems, till next friday. but i knw and i bet a lot of pple knw, tht next friday will come and go so fast we wun even see it fly past. this is wht happens in uni. time flies.

i realized wht my fav activity is, out of so many things to do on earth. it's to go out on the streets, shopping, eating and whtever else nonsense there is to it. haha. so.. common. mb next time i'll think of a more exotic fav activity.. like.. hmm.. i'll tell u when i think of it.

i seriously suck at playing mahjong.

it's either i nvr play it again. or i nvr play with money again. or i retreat from civilisation and go learn some superb mahjong skills from some mahjong master. u knw, like those ridiculous and far-fetched mahjong shows they always broadcast.

i hate losing money. esp when i'm broke. haiz. i shld've followed my horoscope. though i dun rmb exactly wht it was but i rmb it saying to be careful with my money. :(

somebody teach me mahjong, please?

had the sudden urge yst to go to Vivo and have a little shopping spree there. but there are two main reasons why i can't go:

1. i am broke.

2. it's the recess wk next wk and as i've said before, recess wk means 'tests' and 'quizzes' coming up. so.. who would be in their right minds to go with me?? in fact, i'm not even sure if i am in the right mind to even think of going.

solutions:

1. just go window-shopping. (though it's a bit hard for me)

2. no solution available. becos u can't run away from studying.

haha guess wht? hall prod activities haf started. yizhi juz knocked on my door to ask me to go down to help them pack stuff if i'm free. i didnt even freaking know of this little promotional or canvassing event. no email was passed down either. so i dunno if i'm gonna go. i shld've juz left my door closed and studied quietly in the room, but the weather today is juz toooo freaking warm. i usually bathe in the evening again becos it's wht everyone shld do, but now is one of those rare times when i haf the URGE to bathe. my gdness. and i actualli dun mind bathing with cold water rite now, though my neighbour juz came back from a bath and told me that there's hot water now. so why was it tht there wasnt hot water at 6.30pm the other time when i bathed??

life's juz not fair.

anw i've set my mind from earlier to do my accounting tutorial. i dun even knw where or when the station is held. they're going door-to-door to sell tidbits and then how am i gg to find them? no details, no nth. really ar, wht kind of planning is this? for once i feel tht even andy (the foc chair) did a better job of planning. this is the diff of having a senior and a junior running things. i've seen it all before and it's happening all over again. really. dun pple ever learn?

arghz. wk 7 is here~~ it will come and go juz like the other previous wks. but tht doesnt mean it wun leave a substantial impact.

am reading co law textbk now. took a bloody long time. haha cos of certain distractions (mindless games tht allow me not to think abt studies). xian. so aftr i'm done with this, which hopefully shld take onli half an hr more if i dun dawdle, i can proceed on to do my tutorial. which may also take a long time. whtever it is, i shall slp at 2am (latest) and then wake up tmr at 9am to go for grp discussion. 10.30am got tax discussion and 12pm got accounting proj discussion.

haiz. and still need to do my a/cing tutorial la. need to read textbk for tht, too. esp for a/cing, which i can alr predict will take a loooooong time, judging frm the amt of time i took for the last tutorial. and can u believe it? all the topics are so closely linked. so if i'm not sure abt one, wham! there goes the rest. it sucks. really.

haiz. aftr those discussions i still got lect to attend. and then aftr tht i need to do my a/cing. tht's my plan and hopfeully it works out.

becos i'm pretty sure tht they'll drop us an assignment for co law to be done over the recess wk. and i think it's gonna be an individual assignment, juz like it was for biz law. haiz. xian.

kk i gtg finish reading up and do my tutorial le. hopefully (fingers crossed) i can finish up readings and tutorials by 1.30am (latest) so tht i still haf time to go thru the tax qns to be discussed tmr. dun wanna turn up empty-handed, u knw. besides, i hope i wun be too tired cos of the nap i took this afternoon, which lasted for a blissful 2 hours.

but these blissful little naps are gonna kill me one day, i swear. cos they take up too much time. haiz. so gotta cut down on these and slp earlier instead.

omg. can u believe it's alr wk 6?? oh and it's thurs now. with half an hour to go, it'll soon be friday. and then soon it'll be wk 7. i haf a research paper outline and research to hand up by next friday and my grp hasnt reli gotten down to discuss anything much yet. we havent even decided on wht to do. :S scary. but i guess once we settle down, hopefully everything will fall nicely in place.

aftr wk 7, it'll be recess wk. recess wk onli means one thing. nope. not 'play' nor 'fun' nor anything to tht extent. it means.. 'exams'. haiz. exams are coming soon then. mid term tests and quizzes and wht-nots. i juz had a HG801 (lang puzzle) elective quiz yst and it was considered ok la. though i had 10 questions tht i weren't sure abt. out of 25. haha but some of them i think i got them correct. then again, if life hasn't taught me anything yet, at least i have learned that i shld nvr get my hopes up for anything in life. hm so i shall wait and c. wait for next wk's lesson to see the results. hmm then i'll decide whether or not to s/u it. but i've heard tht it's simple. so i'm not sure if i'm s/u-ing it lei. kinda thinking of winging it. oh wells. we'll c.

oh then it seems like everyone's so busy. i spent a bloody long time today from like, 3-9 pm doing the accounting tutorial. the thing is, i alr did it on tues. but i think i got the concepts wrong. so i tore up the papers i did on tues and tried doing it all over again today. yup was totally diff. but i'll reli kill myself if my original answers were correct instead. haiz. and i still not sure abt certain parts of the topic. plus i need to read up on tax. argh.

need to bring tax stuff home to study over the wkend. hopefully this wkend will be more productive than the last one, where my aunts and uncles came over on sat and it was noisy and totally no mood to study lor, though i'm pretty sure tht's juz an excuse. hmm..

oh wells, better start studying again. and need to slp earli too, cos tmr got 8.30am class. argh. 8.30am - 5.30 pm class. arghzzzzzzz.

then need to go home and also need to take back my a/cing file from swee quan. hopefully i rmb. i totally forgot abt it last wk la, until i got home. haiz. need to bring it to hall cos i think need to refer to certain stuff for AA102.

oh but keegan's calling this sat!! haven't talked to him for so long. can't wait! hopefully tmr's class will allow my grp to decide wht topic they wanna do for the research paper so tht we dun haf to meet up on sat. omg. meeting up on sat. haiz.

yst smth happened. let's juz say it happens once in a lifetime. even though it wun hurt to have more of those 'once in a lifetime's. haha

i'm home now~ finally. aftr tht long journey from school. gg to do a couple of things. gonna read some stuff online, then gonna watch the second episode of 'full house'. this is the third time i'm watching it (i think). but i still love it. it's still great. haha and can u believe tht Rain wasn't supposed to be the original actor? it was supposed to be some other ordinary and mature looking guy. i'm serious! i read it in a magazine not too long ago. iMag, i think. imagine if Rain hadn't taken up tht role. whew. oh and while i indulge myself in tht, i shall paint my nails as well. do two things at once, u knw? *winks*

oh then aftr tht i'll feel guilty (i hope) and study for my HG801 quiz this upcoming wed. haha yeah will put it off till ltr part of the day (or nite, most prob). but not too late, as i haf to catch up on cartoons, too. haha. hey i'm only 20. i'm not THT old for cartoons, am i? (ok dun answer tht. i juz know i'm not). heh.

oh wells. gonna start on 'work'! :)

haiz. xian. doing a/cing tutorial now. it's not tht hard, i guess. but it's scary, seeing how much i've alr forgotten from AA101 - the ver first a/cing course. oh no. better go dig up my old file for reference purposes le.

xian.

need to go all the way to eunos today. stupid dental apptment. haiz. why did i make my braces somewhere so far?? sometimes the things i do and the way i act.. damn puzzling. even to me.

but oh wells. i can't wait for tmr. it's a special day tmr.

yay~ yay~ :)

'till then. ciaoz~

suddenly i miss a lot of things and people.

hmmm. kbox-ing with frenz is one of them, i shld think. been a long time since i've stepped into those small little compartments. heh.

but everyone's so busy nowadays. frenz're drifting apart, lessons are getting more and more hectic. of all the times we try catching up with life, it's time to let life catch up with us. or isn't there enough time for that, u think?

DnD is over~~~ my gdness. can u believe this? it marks the end of FOC!! like, FINALLY~~ *shakes head* but still got meeting.. haiz think we still need to do some post-dnd report. siao one lor. hopefully no one brings it up during tht hypothetical meeting i mentioned juz now.

anw, pageant results are out! and bryan (surprisingly) and shumin (not surprisingly) won. M4 and F5!! personally i thought marcus and denys (dun ask me y his name's spelled tht way - ask him) were better. at least, they were cuter. bryan lks a bit.. evil. haha aiya both from same block one lei. none from my block - neither one won, onli the guy won Mr. Popularity. haha thx to my vote, i'd like to think. marcus is cute wht. cos he got some mischievous and cheeky look on his face all the time. plus he kinda reminds me of chip and dale (one of them anw - can't tell btwn the two). haha.

denys is pretty handsome - so he's cute, like marcus, juz in a diff way. nicely tanned and i bet he has nicer legs than a lot of the girls. haha mb including mine. muahahaa. not tht i'm jealous.

aiya. still in hall. xian man. due to the stupid dnd.. or shld i go back home tmr and come to sch straight on monday? aiya. dun want la. xianz. the journey home is so long la. by the time i laze around in hall and get back home.. it would be time for me to go back again. juz tht a night in my room and in my nice warm bed and aircon.. whew tht's damn tempting, even if the journey isn't. therefore.. might as well stay in hall and do my taxation like a gd girl. and hope tht the toilet wun get too dirty by tmr. (sunday toilets are the worst, trust me)

okie.. gg to zzz now.. quite tired.. nitez everyone. sweet dreamz~~

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