As I close my eyes I still can see
The trail you left behind
Been looking for the shadow I miss
Right under the fading moonlight

If you say breaking up
Is the start of all misery
I'd rather love you once more
Before everything ends

The words I want to say to you
The love I dare not declare
Will there be anyone who even understands

I will stare into space
I'll try to forget you
Then I'll shut my eyes
Thinking of the day when
Someone else will come my way
Erasing my memories of you

The tears that blur my vision
Separate you and me
To two worlds apart

u can haf anything u want in the world.

juz as long as u're willing to give everything else up.

need to start studying.

quick.

get in the mood.

one day i ought to be fined for speeding.

so y is it tt pple arnd me sometimes juz dun wanna believe that nth lasts forever?

becos it's true. nth lasts forever. things end and as nice as it sounds, not every ending is a new beginning. sometimes, it's juz the end.

i read a bit of 'the five pple u meet in heaven'. it's not bad so far, but havent reli had the time to continue reading it. hopefully i'll finish reading it soon. it says tt 'every end is a beginning - just that it may not seem so at that pt of time'. true? can't really tell.

smth tt goh chok tong said once made sense: what has worked in the past may not necessarily work in the future. change is an inevitable part of life and it's a way of adapting to new circumstances.' well, he said smth lidat la. can't reli rmb exactly wat he said. true true. but tt doesnt mean u haf to like change. a-hah. so tt's the catch to it all.

did u noe tt juliet wasn't romeo's first love? ok so i'll give u guys time to breathe n accept that fact. it's true. his first love was someone called georgina (or georginia). but aftr some setback faced, he goes to a social event called a party to forget abt her and instead meets juliet. so he reli did forget abt georgina in the end - and so did the rest of the world. search for georgina in yahoo or google or askjeeves. tell me if u find anything.

poor georgina. poor kikyo. watever happens to them? do they pass away with the sands of time eroding pples' visions and thoughts of them? how would they feel exactly? i haf no idea. hopefully i'll nvr noe.

yet as there's no such thing as 'forever n ever', there's no such thing as 'nvr' neither. nor 'always'.

to a certain someone:

u noe who u r..

cheer up soon, k? it hurts to c u hurt. things in life dun always happen the way pple want them to, but i guess u shld alr noe tt by now, aftr 19 yrs. but tt doesnt make things or facts easier to accept, huh?

life's a bitch sometimes.

so all tt u can do is...

be a bigger bitch and beat the odds. face down.

becos i noe u can do it. at ur own time, own pace, own target. :)

miss ya,
me.

will u still love me in the morning?

..forever & ever, babe..

but there's no such thing as forever & ever, hun.

it takes two bloody hands to clap.

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