.Tuesday, February 21, 2006 Y
'tis another day..
wat strange creatures human beings are, aren't we?
we haf to fall.. juz to c how much smth means to us.
we haf to be disappointed.. juz to c how badly we want smth.
we haf to cry.. juz to c how much we care.
we haf to lie.. juz to c how far we'll go.
we haf to hate.. juz to c how much we truly love a person.
how strange n ironic can human beings get?
very.= i cannot cry. because i know tt's weakness in your eyes=
=because of you=kelly clarkson
actualli.. i noe tt crying's not weakness in your eyes. but in mine alone. but i can't expect anyone to accept it because i can't even accept it myself. wat i mean is, i can't accept the fact tt there're pple who think otherwise when crying is weakness in my own eyes.
but give me a break. pls. u haf no freaking right to judge me the way u did.
u had no right to act so tired like u were the one gg thru all tt shit.
u had no right to
say anything.u had no right. none at all.so back off. dun expect me to appreciate u for all the times u've been there for me. not when u're constantly rubbing it in my face.
i dun need reminding. i need it juz as much as i need ur pity or sympathy.
i can deal n i can manage.
with or without you.
in fact, sometimes i feel tt i can deal better without u.
u'll nvr noe how i long to tell u all this straight in ur face. but i wun leave ur life wretched, not when mine is, too.
i need to move on.
somebody give me a kick in the ass.
