.Friday, February 10, 2006 Y
'tis another day..
lunch break now. again.
but thank god it's fri! i can't wait for the weekend to start. though i wun haf the weekend all to myself.. =(
sat:
morn - bank. with mum.
afternoon - laselle open house. with terence.
evening - ms lai's house. with ex tuition grp.
sun:
noon - grandma's house. lunch.
aftrnoon - out. with nicholas.
i'm a busy girl, aren't i? hoped to haf at least one day to myself. to laze at home. but i guess not. nicholas'll probably fly into another rage if i tell him i dun feel like gg out/too tired to go out. which, at this pt of time, i dun think i'm in e mood to handle his outbursts. no siree. so i comply.
it's called giving in.
or so called. to me, sometimes giving in is juz another way of saying 'i dun understand'. but tt's e way e world goes round i guess. so end of argument.
i'm not a gg out sorta person, i guess. i prefer staying n lounging arnd at home. rather than go out. haiz. but i guess i'm juz weird. most of my frenz all like gg out.
hm.. naf's toking abt this trip to italy. dec next yr.
next yr??
come on, let's be realistic abt it.
i dun think it's gonna work out.
naf says, 'this time it will. cos im planning it.'
no. 1: she says 'this time' cos e last time ben planned smth lidat, it failed. terribly. explains my lack of faith, huh?
no. 2: she says 'i'm planning it'. i mean, not to be rude/mean/anything since she's my fren aftr all.. but.. so? so wat if u're planning it? u can't control everything u want. things could go wrong.
so as i said. let's be realistic abt it.
or in other words, let's haf a lack of faith in this. e higher ur hopes are. e harder u'll fall.
it's an old cliche thingy. but pple nvr learn.
tt's y we're humans, aftr all.
imperfection.
