yes!! bizmeet~~~~~~~~~ short for business meeting...

yay~~~~~ no one's bloody hell arnd~

we can all run naked in the office n no one will be arnd to notice nor care~~~~

n it's for the whole day~~~~~~

whoopee~~~~~~~~~~

ohaiyo~~ countdown! 2nd last day of work and counting~~ hahahah

Lately it's been harder to breathe
You don't know how it's like
To want to escape from your own shadows


You're the only one for me
Yet that doesn't change the fact
That both our worlds have changed


Revert back to the past


You're the only one for me
Every night I pick up the receiver
And mutter the words 'I love you'
Wishing that they'll somehow reach you


You can't imagine how much more painful
It gets with every night


I can't love you anymore
I'm already past that limit

Nothing's right
I'm torn
I'm all out of faith
This is how i feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
Illusion never changed into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see
The perfect sky is torn..
+Torn+
=Natalie Imbruglia=




you're not even here to watch me fall...

listen n dun trip


i think i need a bottle with a genie in it


here's my wish list


first one, i would create a heartchanging love


second one, i'll take yours and fill it all the way up


the third one...


i dun need a lot of wishes 'cos i'll be ok if i get one


if i had one wish


love would never end; it would just begin


if i had one wish


i'd make it right this time

+One Wish+
=Ray J=

muahahaha a few days more!! before monday!! but i'm gonna miss this place though..

plus, now tt there's adrian n ryan, not to mention akemi kumagai-san, i'm gonna miss this place even more!! haha n even the irritating pple like nellie loh.

this msg goes out especially to pple like nellie n desmond tam: u suck.

haha oh well on the search again!! =) now i'm like exploiting every part of the office as much as possible. haha eh printer, scanner, internet explorer, pantry etc. haha esp the printer. gg to waste as much as ink as i can. =)

boring~~ supposed to go find jane, but she's not arnd. saw adrian.. whee~ haha

today akemi-san toked to me! haha well if u can even call tt talking la.. she was like speaking to me in japanese tt i only understood one word out of tt super long sentence: nihon.

which means japan. i think she wanted to ask if i understood japanese.. my reply: iie.

means no.

haha then she was like, "iie! sugoi~"

which means, amazing. haha so funny la. i helped her install the printer, which she got so excited abt, cos she couldnt find it in the first place. did i mention tt almost every table under service performance side of the office got relocated? including mine. now i feel so.. exposed, with the open table space i'm given. haha hm ya so anw she juz came back from her flight, tt's y she didnt know abt the move until today.. "new territory", according to her.

haha she's so cute la.

watched grey's anatomy n desperate housewives. so sad la, a total of 2 babies were lost in one night. one from gabrielle solice and the other from christina yang. haiz. one lost it thru a miscarriage as she tumbled down the stairs in her tight n snug Dolce & Gabbana dress; the other lost it thru an ectopic pregnancy (dunno if tt's wat it's reli called la but it's juz a pregnancy tt occurred outside the uterus). so technically n literally, christina yang's fallopian tube burst.

sorta disgusting, reli, but kinda sad, too. the thing is, i dun even noe whether she was planning to keep it in the first place. aftr all, she's juz an ambitious intern with a huge appetite for her career opportunities.. and as well as sex, i suppose. haha

oh well, haiz. wat shall i do now? since i'm so bored.. can't possibly spend the entire time on my blog. yikes.

5 minutes later...

tt's it. i'm finding smth else to do.

sidenote: does anyone know how to find piano scores of jap songs? like those songs by gackt? =)

ah~~~

KAWAII~!~!~!~!

haha juz had to put tt.. couldnt keep it inside anymore. =P

ARGH! boring. work is boring. my mum was like, so are they extending ur contract? i said prob not, so she said, oh well, take a break.

haha ooook tt's wat she said.. but knowing her, and my dad, i'll give them till the end of next wk to start complaining abt my lack of job. haha actualli, less than the end of next wk for my dad. haiz. oh well.

work's like.. routine. most of the time. like i juz haf to follow some dumb instructions and do it repeatedly for like gdness knows how many diff cabin crew. so dumb la. this job can get even more mindless than the cold storage job la. n seriously, im beginning to think tt the cafe n cold storage jobs were more challenging than this. disgusting.

n i feel so stressed la - for all the wrong reasons. =S i'm like, afraid to leave at 5.30pm cos the pple sitting arnd me are like, CCEs, AOs etc.. so damn hardworking la.. n they're in the demanding department as well. so i'm like, sneaking out at 5.30pm every day. somehow, though, i wish i were one of them. or rather, i wish tt someday i'd be like them.. a 9 to 5 job sounds seriously.... wrong.

hm.. on the brighter side, i actualli talked to adrian ee!! haha i mean, ee, as in his surname. haha not as in eeeeeeeeeeeeee kinda ee. =P well it was actualli more of a Q & A session. but oh well. better than nth. hahaha

but i heard smth so disappointing la.

he's 27!!!!

wat??? so old???

disappointing, as i said.

work was super fun today. i was working every hr. except for lunch, of cos, and my work even took up 15 min of my lunchtime la. whew~ but the work i did today was so.. professional~ yup, much more professional. haha instead of juz typing stupid questions into the PQE (plateau question editor) thingy - which btw is a programme tt i suspect every teacher uses to set up our exams - i actualli had to upload the questions into this sq crew website. only permanent staff haf the access to tt cos it's a personal webpage kinda thing. as in, ur personal info is stored inside. but i got password from jane; she taught me how to do all the uploading. haha sounds confusing? nvm, i juz feel so much better than the whole week.

oh and the fact tt bryan wong came down today pretty much made my spirits lift up even higher. haha even though it was a little different than when he came down STC (SIA training centre) the last time. this is the second time seeing him upclose n personal and well, yeah i haf to admit, haha he's damn gd looking. looked even better than the last time, if i do say so myself.

but this time i was completely calm la. i even had my mind on work when my fren, natalie, dragged me to take pics with him. haha ok so she didnt reli drag me la. but she was so cute la. so anw i went along. only took one grp pic of him, darrell, nat, and me lor, using nat's camera.. i even talked to him normally. he asked abt my grades, told me where he used to study at and where he's planning to study at in the future (yeah, even though he's like signing contracts everywhere, he told me he plans to make time for his studies). new found respect. haha *salutes*

anw, ya so we made rather useless but funny small talk. haha too bad he's gonna quit le.

plus i'm like listening repeatedly to a piano solo titled 'blue', played by.. none other than gackt, of cos. haha who else? he composed the whole damn piece himself, and played it as well la. talented, man. haha wonder if i can upload the song into my blog.

but can go to his official fan website to listen to it, i think. only a bit of it ba..

http://www.dears.ne.jp/

must go!! worth it, i promise. =)

i feel so manipulated.

i'm sick of living up to ur expectations.

i've done tt my whole life, n i dun even noe wat i want. cos almost everything i've wanted so far, is what u wanted.

u can't run my life. but i've let u do tt for so long i guess it's hard to pull back. i noe u want the best for me. but sometimes, wat's best to me may not be the same to u. mb u juz gotta accept tt. u can't run my life.

but if i tell u, leave me alone, i sometimes wonder if i can make my own decisions without asking for ur opinion.

my life is so screwed up. n i'm sliding.

but it doesnt reli matter. as long as i'm sliding thru the areas u approve of.

woohoo juz got my pay slip. whoopee. =) i was like, tearing up the envelope containing my pay acknowledgement. mental note to self: get one of those super cool lking knives used specially for opening envelopes. (i dunno, is there like, a name for those? or are they juz called 'envelope openers'? haha i doubt so la.)

anw i was in the midst of doing mr ang's work - research on the general facts of singapore (i.e. both history and current affairs) - when hey ho, guess who popped by. sheryn! my all-time favourite! haha ok shall stop being mean to her. shall try, i mean. haha anw she comes along with a luggage bag. containing all those interview papers.

so bingo, i haf to key in the data for like gdness knows how many names la. PLUS their details like i/c number etc. haha then she says, 'no worry, no hurry one.'

who's worrying?

so, giving a rough estimate on the total count of pple for both interviews on sat and sun.. each day prob abt 500 to 700? (cos it's the first walk-in interview since gdness knows how many yrs ago, the response was super gd) ok.. so tt makes.. 1000-1400? on top of the 100 plus qns i haf to come up with, PLUS the right AND wrong answers for those qns.

great. haha i can deal, no prob.

n the shit never ends.

it's scary
when u dunno wat u want
out of ur life
it's even scarier
when the only thing u think of having
is the one thing u can nvr have


i just can't go to ur wedding
when i'm not the bride
y can't u understand tt?
becos not even i can


sometimes i wish u feel
the same pain as i do
but when u tell me
it hurts
i'd do anything
to take tt pain away


everytime i think of u
i get short of breath
becos u steal a part of me
everytime i think of u


y do u suddenly come into my life again
juz when i'm abt to move on with it


i dunno y i'm giving up chances
when i dun even haf tt with u

i hate this. my nails are in a mess. they're too short for their own good. seriously. now, instead of being able to type faster, i'm making even more mistakes than i used to make. i noe, it doesnt reli make sense, but it's the way it is rite now. yucks.

it's the fault of those fake nails. haiz nvm. i dun think i'm ever putting them on again. now my fingers look so short. n stubby. hate them. makes everything lk ugly la.

i can't explain this, but i've been having this weird sensation in my chest all day. well, wouldnt reli call it a sensation..but just.. a sorta dread, i guess. i wonder why.. hm.. like smth's bad abt to happen or smth. which is stupid, cos despite the horrible day yst, today started out with a pretty beautiful morning. plus i got to c kira in gundam seed destiny. hm.

i'm halfway thru my SMU application and i realize tt i'm not as serious as i shld be when it comes to my applications. like, i haven't exactly sat down n thought abt wat i reli wanna put as first choice or second choice or any other choice after tt, for tt matter. hm. i'm putting accountancy for all 3 schools ntu, nus and smu. but after that.. i dunno wat to put le. so silly la.

one CCE(cabin crew executive) at work told me to think twice abt studying accountancy. i was preparing myself for another shock (note the word 'another') like how there were so many pple she knew applying for tt course. i mean, i've been told so many times tt there are a lot of pple trying out for accountancy. come on, my grades aren't fantastic. i noe tt, if not y the hell am i worrying so much?? in the end, the CCE just said, oh cos the pple i noe who've taken it end up very stressed.

i simply lked at her and before i could laugh out harshly, i managed a small smile at her. i mean, come on. tt's like, the LAST thing on my mind la. stress. hah. as if i'll start worrying abt stress all of a sudden when i almost nvr haf. wait, i nvr haf worried abt stress. rite now, all i'm worrying abt is getting into the course i want. hopefully, at ntu.

anw, as i said, i'm halfway thru my application for SMU and i'm only putting down 2 choices: accountancy and business. the other 3 choices.. i dunno.

then i haf to start writing the stupid essay abt myself. i mean, come on, it's so silly la. u mean they read every single essay meh? i mean, they're juz gg to glimpse thru. i dun haf much to show off to them anw. first of all, i dun haf SAT scores. secondly, i'm juz a member of the ajco.

well on the brighter side of life, i haf a platinum award for community service.

oh dun make me laugh.

another day of work. yst was seriously the worst day of my life!! my working life, tt is. i'm supposed to key in data and questions tt are meant for cabin crew. i'm getting questions frm 4 pple, which might as well be the whole planning/training department la. i dun mind doing more work, reli. BUT at least tell me the right format RIGHT FROM THE START la.

i mean, they didnt inform me abt the right way to key in those data. actualli, they did. when i was done with ALL the freaking qns. 4 pple, each about 200-300 qns. altogether, i haf to retype 800-1200 qns. all over again.

i told my mum abt it and she juz laughed la. haiz the cruelty of parents. worse still, she had to rub it in by saying, aiya anw ur typing speed quite fast wat.

it's not abt the speed at which i type at!! it's principles!!

besides, it's ruining my nails.

dunno whether this dinner thing tt naf planned will work. supposed to be today at dunno where also. she said meet at 7pm at raffles place, which to me, is super late alr la. i mean, i'm done with work at 5.30pm. if i take the train to raffles station, i'll reach at about 6.15pm. 45 min doing.. wat?? hm oh well. anw naf, pls reply. i dun believe u're so freaking busy at work tt u can't even manage a simple reply.

ok, then again, mb it's juz becos i'm bored over here. well, i used to be bored, until all the qns started coming in.

lk on the bright side, at least now they're giving me a great resume. aftr all, they wun be saying anything bad abt me, i suppose.

which so tempted me to skip work today la. i was like, slp in, slp in. and the irritating thing was, i was alr half awake in bed at 6.45am, which is the time i usually wake up at. being half-awake's a huge feat for me alr lor. so i decided to roll outta bed and hope tt it'll be a beautiful day today.

watched the family stone yst. not bad, quite funny. no cute guys but hey, the girls are pretty. haha k la. jking. but sarah jessica parker looks old la. too old for luke wilson. n i think it's silly how they can switch partners so easily la. i mean, the woman falls in love with the ex bf's younger brother and the man falls in love with the ex gf's younger sis. sounds kinda silly i suppose, but the show's still rather funny.

not as funny nor silly as 'the promise' though. nicholas tse damn cute la. haha.

i can't believe it. smth's come over me. i'm drinking soya bean in the morning. it's amazing tt i'm even drinking it, let alone in the morning. i can't usually stand the taste.. nor smell.. but oh well, at least it's not cold, and it's not in a can.

random thought: i miss jen yuh~ thank god she's coming back soon. can't wait. (note to fish: stop smiling like an idiot, which i know u are rite now.) haha =P

it's monday. again. but i'm sick of hearing myself complain. haha so i wun. not this wk at least. since i had such a great evening last night. i wun say great afternoon though. nor great morning.

went to smu n nus openhouse in the afternoon. smu was ok.. nus.... terribly disappointing la. the whole hall of pple were staring at the lecturer openmouthed. not becos he was super interesting to listen to, but becos they were speechless at how boring he could get. he can't even promote the subject course successfully and he's from BUSINESS??? ok. smth's wrong. seriously, i nvr thought i'll be so disappointed with nus. even smu showed better potential la. haiz, or mb it's juz the business faculty.

morning. i woke up super early. at like, 8 plus. i sat in front of the tv, eyes glued to the set at 9 plus. waiting for my kira yamato to appear. then the advertisment came. 'gundam seed destiny. today at 11 am.'

.... wat??? which meant i missed the show. haiz.

haha did this test at blogthings.com. wun mention the test, but the last words of the results were rather.. inspiring.

"You're skilled at inspiring a chase. The real test is picking the person to slow down for. "

haha. interesting.

then there's another test. on wat ur birthdate means. haha

Your Birthdate: May 8

Watch out Donald Trump! You've got a head for business and money. You'll make it rich some day, even if you haven't figured out how yet. A supreme individualist, you shouldn't get stuck in a corporate job. Instead, make your own way - so that you can be the boss. Your strength: Your undying determination Your weakness: You require an opulent lifestyle Your power color: Plum Your power symbol: Dollar sign Your power month: August

interesting, isn't it?

oh. my god. it's friday!! at the rate i'm working n judging by the fact tt i wake up so freaking earli in the morning, i dun even know if i'll be happy if i get my contract extended. i feel like taking a break, man. whew~

watched the beauty & the geek. aiya. richard's still in.. poor brad - he was so cute la. oh wells i guess things all worked out for the best. the girl with a disproportionate figure and ugly attitude's out, and brad gets to be with his gf who got eliminated in the previous round. ifi didnt know better, i'd say he lost on purpose. he sure doesnt lk tt dumb to me. n losing to richard? *rolls eyes* but as i said, things worked out fine. at least i still get to laugh like hell next fri, since richard's still in. he's quite cute lei actually (as in, not gackt kinda cute). but a bit of an attention seeker. too much of one, actually. seriously, i thought it was suuuupppppppeeeeeer funny when they changed his status to 'has kissed one girl' aftr he kissed brad's partner. deliberately. haha i bet he was just waiting for tt chance for a v long time le la. his original status was 'never kissed a girl before'. haha so damn funny la; both my bro n i laughed our heads off.

bro's complaining again. abt cat high choir. well he's in it, and the practises.. well they sound pretty harsh la, even to me. but it's nelson kwei (is tt how u spell his name) ma. of cos he'll be pretty strict. poor guy (i mean my bro) - he's so freaking stressed out.

poor me. i haf to listen to him complaining. =S

watched american idol season ?? just now. haiz, i'm so upset la. will makar's out!!! *sobz* he's so cute, n i prefer him to ace la. (sorry, marie, i noe how much u like tt ahem sexy ace) anws, the pt is, he's so cute! ok, so mb tt's not the pt. hah

chicken little's in!! haha i mean, kevin. oops.

i thought ayla should've gone to final 12 instead of melissa, whose husky voice.. didnt quite cut it for me. haha i sound like one of the judges la. 'didn't quite cut it for me'.. but oh well, america's choice.

all in all, i thought kelly clarkson's like, the ultimate idol. i doubt i'll ever buy anyone else's album, other than hers. to me, tt was the only mistake america didnt make.

there's heaven. there's hell. there's earth.

and there's limbo.

nobody's reli sure where tt is.. but to me, tt's where u are when u get stuck..

anger

hate

sorrow

regret

and fear..

pulling u apart frm all directions. n u're stuck. in the middle of nowhere.

how long will u last?


to the living, i'm so very wanted.

u want my hair.

u want my clothes.

u want my grades.

u want my guy probs.

u want my just-walk-away attitude.

u want my sympathy.

u want my friendship.

u want my attention.



yet to the dead...

i'm alr one of them.

damn i'm doing my work too fast. finished a day's work in a morning's time. haha so rite now, i'm stoning. mb there'll be work for me in the afternoon~ =)

i can't believe i'm saying this - yay for work?? sheesh, i muz be reli deprived. anw i realized yst when i was writing smth out, writing suddenly seemed like such a foreign n strange activity, as compared to typing. mb it's juz cos the office is like freaking cold. haha or mb it's cos i havent written anything in like, a few mths... i'd like to think it's the former reason. =)

hm. charity. many pple dun reli, u noe, call hotlines and donate to those charity organizations, like NKF (speaking of tt, remind me nvr to donate again to tt sorry excuse of an organization.) anws, my pt is.. it often goes unnoticed.. but many pple donate to charity in every day of their lives. juz in a diff way. like, mb someone u noe has done smth totally wrong.. but becos u feel sorry for them, u juz let them ramble on n on. tt's charity, isnt it? or when this irritating person u dun like at all wants to make frenz with u cos there's no one else arnd n thus u agree to being frenz.. tt's charity, too, i suppose.

so u dun need to donate money, reli. u're donating a part of urself almost every day.

argh! it's mon tmr! i hate this. haf to work again??

hm.. i wonder if i'll do gd with accountancy in the future, tt is, assuming i get the course la. aiya this topic of sub courses is getting so boring la. bleah.

let's talk abt smth else.

watched moulin rouge halfway. i think to myself, thank gdness i didnt finish watching the show - i'd haf fallen in love with ewan mcgregor (is tt how u spell his name? personally i think ewan's a weird name la). funny tt i've even come to this conclusion, since it's not the first time i'm watching moulin rouge. i've watched it countless times, seriously. mb suddenly, on this boring sunday (and the weather's getting freaking warm la), i'd love to haf a guy crooning love tunes to me all the time. haha it definitely does not help with him having such gorgeous features and boyish looks. dun get me started on his voice.

haha but of cos. gackt beats it all. camui gackt - it's all abt u. =)

hm.. y do girls love playing mind games? do guys play them as well? haha i can alr hear the protests - stop yelling ur objections, guys. i'm sure u do play them.. sometimes, at least. =P

u noe, like say or do smth on purpose to make ur partner jealous. haha can't think of examples now but i'm sure u all noe wat i mean. *winks*

i juz read the lime magazine i think, at my cousin's house the other day. scratch tt, i mean yst.

anw it was pretty funny - it was targetted at guys, with gfs tt need to lose weight. (at least, according to their stds) so the title is: HOW TO TELL YOUR GF TO SHED SOME POUNDS (WITHOUT GETTING DUMPED)

haha cool, rite? there were 5 reasons but i forgot one. the rest are equally funny though. so all the insenstive guys who do not know how to put their pt across to girls tactfully (i.e. the whole male population), pay close attention.

1) "honey, do u think i'm fat?" -- then she'll like, freak. totally.

2) "i don't think ur fren lks gd now tt she's put on some weight."

3) "honey let's go on a diet together." -- personally, i think this is lame la, but oh wells.

4) "darling i bought this perfect dress for slim girls like u." -- i think this is classic la. buy a dress a few sizes smaller than her size and oh boy, u can bet she'll go on a diet like no other. plus yoga and what-nots. besides she can't avoid it, cos every now and then, u can trust the guy to ask her, while at the same time pretending that she has hurt her feelings, "why aren't u wearing the dress i bought u?"

there u go. though i hope none of this'll be used. seriously guys, u dunno how it's like to go on diets. haha trust me, abt tt, the tolerance level of girls is waaaay higher that tt of guys. so hey, we deserve some credit. =)

i've decided. if i do start a restaurant of mine one day, i'm gg to call it Saturday's Sun.

haha. dun ask me how i came up with that and why. i have absolutely no idea. was juz thinking abt one lazy morning. thinking abt wat i'll name my own restaurant if i reli do have one. haha

k la it sounded great then but now it sounds pretty lame.

hm anw i've thought abt it and i think i'm gg to major in accountancy. n possibly minor in japanese studies.

BUT.

yup, there's always a but in every situation.

BUT i've alr decided on joining CO in uni. the prob is: my aj conductor is in charge of NTU's CO, i think. but definitely not NUS!! xian. so now the qn is: conductor VS jap studies.

i wonder which one takes first place. haha obviously any sane person would say jap studies la.

ARGUMENTS FOR JAP STUDIES:
1) i'm interested in it.
2) it mite improve my chances if i ever go to japan for work.

ARGUMENTS FOR CONDUCTOR (AND NTU):
1) the business faculty for ntu is better than nus (according to countless pple whom i've asked for opinions)
2) he's my conductor. the only long-haired super gd conductor there'll ever be. =P
3) i can take another minor. because i can't reli think of the career opportunities i haf with jap studies. honestly, the career opportunities they mentioned in the website were.. not v gd. i mean, telemarketeer? nope. not my cup of tea.

yes, so those are my arguments for and against. then again, no. 2 for arguments for conductor.. haha wonder if it's valid. oh well, mb i need to go to both openhouses to see which is better ba. 11th and 12th march just can't come quickly enough.

at my aunt's house now. so boring la. so i'm using her comp, updating my blog. haiz. not gg out for this wkend. cos i chose not to. i went to the temple in the morning to huan shen. eh hard to explain la, so i wun even try. but tht takes precedence over anything else ma. =)

haiz. i'm so bored. and to think i'd haf gotten used to it after a mth of work at SIA.

bleah.

omigodz. the moment i wrote e previous post, the moment i got a msg frm nicholas la.

*rolls eyes*

talk abt tempting fate.

he says he reli needs to tok to me n there's reli no need to be so hostile to each other.

bah.

hm.. i replied, 'dun u haf camp..?'

haiz. xianz.

hm.. anw lks like the 2 other part-timers got pretty ok grades as well. except for one - her grades were ok la. but she wanted scholarship so i guess she was pretty bummed out.

oh lookie here. another msg. 3 guesses to who sent it.

nicholas? hey-ho it's terence.

oh wait another msg. nicholas.

bah.

'morale v v low. somemore bking in.'

besides, he's peeved abt me saying he's juz a normal fren.

aiya. get a life la.

haha new day at work.. as in, new boss frm today onwards i guess..

hope he's not as fierce as i think he is.. but i doubt so la.. he lks fierce. =S

the jap lady's back. frm her trip to japan. akemi kumagai. akemi-san~ so cute la her voice.. the way she shouts out to nobody in particular half of the time.

haha hm well.. i slept well last nite..

surprise surprise.

finally a gd nite's slp. n i even woke up ltr than usual. n i didnt miss my 858 bus today. was there juz in time. had to run a little, but oh well. at least i caught the bus before it up n left. heh

life's full of troubles n worries.

at least, for me la.

aftr worrying abt results, i worry once again..

abt whether i can get into uni with my results (hey i reckon quite a few pple did well n better than i did) n if i reli do get into uni, i worry abt the course i'm abt to take.. which is..

eh. i dun reli noe.

=S. serious! i dunno which course to take.. the idea of a double degree is thrilling all rite, but the thrill/interest wun last me for 3 yrs.. much less 4.. hm but then i dunno wat to take le.. haiz.. i dun even noe how nicholas did.

saw him in sch. blatantly avoided him.

guess it's reli over.

haiz.

i'm only happy when it rains.

little voice in head (aka conscience): reli?

I'm only happy when it rains
I'm only happy when it's complicated
And though I know you can't appreciate it
I'm only happy when it rains

You know I love it when the news is bad
And why it feels so good to feel so sad
I'm only happy when it rains

Pour your misery down, pour your misery down on me
Pour your misery down, pour your misery down on me

I'm only happy when it rains
I feel good when things are going wrong
I only listen to the sad, sad songs
I'm only happy when it rains

I only smile in the dark
My only comfort is the night gone black
I didn't accidentally tell you that
I'm only happy when it rains

You'll get the message by the time I'm through
When I complain about me and you
I'm only happy when it rains

Pour your misery down (Pour your misery down)
Pour your misery down on me (Pour your misery down)
Pour your misery down (Pour your misery down)
Pour your misery down on me (Pour your misery down)
Pour your misery down (Pour your misery down)
Pour your misery down on me (Pour your misery down)
Pour your misery down

You can keep me company
As long as you don't care

I'm only happy when it rains
You wanna hear about my new obsession?
I'm riding high upon a deep depression
I'm only happy when it rains (Pour some misery down on me)

I'm only happy when it rains (Pour some misery down on me)
I'm only happy when it rains (Pour some misery down on me)
I'm only happy when it rains (Pour some misery down on me)
I'm only happy when it rains (Pour some misery down on me)

=Only Happy When It Rains=Garbage=

WOO HOOOOOO~~

got my results le.. over the excitement now though.. i cried.. i can't believe i cried la.. i mean, i was tearing up even be4 it was my turn to get my results. mr soh came back to give us back our results even though he alr quit teaching at aj. guess he still cares ba, despite wat we all think.. but mb he was juz curious abt his e results of his teaching. haha anw he came back n so both him n my assistant form teacher - my math teacher, ms tan - were there. i asked him, so did i do very bad? my voice was shaking la. he took a look at my results in his hands n he said 'can la...' in tt bright tone. so i was thinking.. shit. then my math teacher looked over n said ok la, quite gd.

haha of cos, cos i got a freaking A in math ma. of cos she'd love me as a student. haha

so in short: i got A B B C. C for chem.. shit. but oh well.. at least uni'll only look at the best 3 subs.. so it's A B B, then.. but my only regret.. i got a C5 for gp.. haiz.. i was thinking of re-taking my gp lei.. but then i realized tt i'd haf to push my plans back by a whole yr for one measly sub. plus i'll be competing with those pple born in the dragon yr la.. which is a pretty huge cohort thx to superstition.

but i'm seriously hoping now tt i can use my 'ao' chi instead of 'ao' gp.. cos then i'll have a higher overall score for uni.. hm..

but yupz i guess i'm glad. even though terence got aB3 for his gp la.. grrrrrr.

haha ok i'm jking.. haha hm.. oh well.. gd enough for uni.. i can finally slp well tonight, i hope..

n it's time to decide where i wanna go frm here.. which course i shld take tt'll prob decide my career..

suggestions, anyone?

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