.Tuesday, March 21, 2006 Y
'tis another day..
i feel so manipulated.
i'm sick of living up to ur expectations.
i've done tt my whole life, n i dun even noe wat i want. cos almost everything i've wanted so far, is what u wanted.
u can't run my life. but i've let u do tt for so long i guess it's hard to pull back. i noe u want the best for me. but sometimes, wat's best to me may not be the same to u. mb u juz gotta accept tt. u can't run my life.
but if i tell u, leave me alone, i sometimes wonder if i can make my own decisions without asking for ur opinion.
my life is so screwed up. n i'm sliding.
but it doesnt reli matter. as long as i'm sliding thru the areas u approve of.