.Friday, April 21, 2006 Y
'tis another day..
haiz. just heard frm darell tt two of her frenz alr got acceptance letters from NTU. wat abt me?? yst i got a missed call from this unknown no. haiz, was so happy, noe. thought tt it'll be ntu. but then i called the number today n found tt it was only the dental clinic, calling to confirm my apptment tmr. sheesh, like tt's impt now. haiz. i hate feeling like this. seriously. like my options are so damn bloody limited la. like i have to sit and wait for them to choose me lidat. so pathetic. like meredith toking to dr. shephard (which chose his wife in the end anw, so wat's the bloody pt): "pick me. choose me. love me."
ok so mb not the last part of 'love me'. doesnt apply to uni. but the first two phrases do. yes. pick me. choose me.
this is stupid.
damn bloody hell stupid.
you aren't ever here when i need u the most
and now
from now on
i wun let u go near my life.