.Monday, April 17, 2006 Y
'tis another day..
this is so. not. fair.
how can ryan be on MC until 7 may? my last day's on 4th may lor. wat a lousy bd gift i'm receiving. haha oh wells.
i'm so bored la. even though i have work to do. haha same old work again. damn. one thing i hate abt work is the office politics. sometimes it feels like u can't really breathe. or rather, you just have to know how to breathe the right way without attracting unwanted attention. damn it.
lking on the bright side of matters, i got a fantastic, funky-looking manicure! thanks marie, i owe u one. =) yup. thinking of gg there (bugis village) once every two weeks to get fresh manicures. haha guys will nvr realize how satisfying it is to look at ur nails n just sigh contentedly. then again, thank god they'll never realize that. gdness knows wat the world'll come to. haha
i was in a rut the whole day yst. esp aftr the class outing. the one that flopped so badly i felt like i did smth terribly wrong in my past life to deserve it. seriously. out of a class of 23. only wat, 10 turned up?
i mean, wat the hell?
seriously. plus i heard tt xiaojun, one of my classmates, scored an interview with NTU. for the same bloody accountancy course. shit. then wat am i? pig feed? hello~ where's MY interview? i didnt ask for her grades cos ya, it'll be so weird n so kiasu looking la. so i kept quiet. but hey, i'm sure she did better than me. haiz. how come?? no, not how come she did better than me. she works harder, so she deserves the grade. but seriously, i didnt do too badly either. so the question is:
where's MY interview?
this is horrid. the horrid, ugly truth of it all. i didnt do gd enough.
and tt sucks.
really.
i hate to try
and still fail in the end.
