.Thursday, May 04, 2006 Y
'tis another day..
last day of work!! muahaha.
muahaha.
muahaha.
ok i think u guys get the idea. muahaha
*can't stop tt evil laughter*
hm ok.. so anw i'm sitting rite here, with almost no work to do, updating my blog etc. i'm gonna miss:
1. my frenz (of cos) :)
2. the free internet
3. the fruit juice
4. the food
5. the MINDS junk sale
6. the temp stalls set up every day which oso sell junk
7. random pple (aka jane, gladys, adrian, akemi etc)
sad facts. but true. haha ok moving on to smth more lighthearted.
i love bks by dean koontz!! let me quote a not so short excerpt frm his bk (The Key To Midnight):
Misery was her only companion. She was being forced yet again to choose between a man and her obsessive need for an extraordinary degree of privacy. This time, however, either choice would destroy her. She was teetering on the brink of mental collapse.
If she dared pursue him, the world would close like a vise around her, as it had done more than once before. In a waking nightmare, the ceilings, the walls and the floor would appear to draw together from all sides, tighter, tighter, until she was reduced by claustrophobia to unreasoning animal panic.
On the other hand, if she didn't pursue him, she would finally have to accept that she would always be alone. Forever. Resigning herself to unending loneliness was a heavier weight than she could carry.
Either way, whether she reached out to him or shunned him, she would be unable to endure the consequences.
She was so tired of the struggle of living.She wasn't frightened, repelled, or embarrassed by suicide, and she realized that her weary acceptance represented a terrible loss of will. For as long as she could remember, she had been tough enough to face anything, but she had no resources left.
She was so tired.nice? :) yup dean koontz is a great author, and so is patrick redmond. :)
and maybe one day
the walls will stop closing down on me.
