.Friday, June 02, 2006 Y
'tis another day..
ALAS! YOUTUBE IS DOWN!!!!
WHY???
WHAT HAVE I DONE TO DESERVE SUCH TREATMENT??
AND SOMEMORE I'VE HAD SUCH A GRUELLING TUTORING SESSION TODAY!!! NO, MAKE THAT TWO, SINCE I COACHED BOTH THE PRI 4 KID AND HIS SEC 2 SIS MATH TODAY!!!
LIFE IS NOT FAIR!
ok, as if i juz realized tt lidat. i've known all along tt life's not fair le. but it's ok. while the wretched youtube thingy is down, and i'm praying it's not for long, i'll go revise my jap and update my stories and watch 'the sound of colours', another taiwanese serial starring wallace huo jian hua. but i'm almost done with all the jap revision le lei. and i'm not reli in the mood to write today. so i guess tt leaves me with the last option. watching the show. haha well, tt's not so bad aftr all.
n i thought abt wat chris said to me last night. 'u shld go get a proper job - tutoring juz coops u up even more. then once u're busy with ur job, u wun haf so much time to think abt life, as u always seem to be thinking abt it.'
so i said, 'tutoring IS a job', and he replied, 'ok, another solution would be for u to find a bf'.
haha this is like, the third time he's telling me to go find bf le la. today i thought abt it and wat my mother said to me a few times before. she said, 'girl ar, these kinda things, rite.. muz rely on fate most of the time de. sometimes no matter how u pursue or reject smth, the right kinda things will always come back to u in the end if it's meant to be.'
hm. i think she's rite. isnt it scary, though, to put ur future in fate's hands? i'm not saying tt i'm gonna sit back, relax and do nothing abt my life. i'm juz saying tt mb it's better to let nature take its course. and not struggle to go against nature.. hm. tt's life, mb?
