.Thursday, July 13, 2006 Y
'tis another day..
wah~ spent the whole day slacking arnd. taking a short nap, watching some show on the comp, and reading one sidney sheldon bk (not done with it yet though - intending on finishing by tmr so i can start on the next one).
hm now tt i think abt it, the loooooong holiday break is finally coming to an end.. two more wks, and sch'll start le. the first emotion i felt was.. panic, i guess. i dunno y. mb it's cos i havent reli done much in the hols, other than work and slack arnd. and it's juz like when every break comes to an end, except tt this one's much longer in terms of duration. frm dec 2005 to aug 06 - almost a full yr. whew~ new sch term's beginning le. more scared than excited, actually. hm.. dunno lei. i've always felt uncomfortable in big schools. mb tt's y i felt comfortable in anderson ss, but not so much in aj ba, even though aj isnt considered to be v big either. hm.. in big schs.. i tend to feel so lost la. and ntu's gonna be much worse, i render. hm. close frenz all gg to nus instead.. aj frenz gg to ntu.. but we seldom meet up.. esp now tt we're in diff faculties, it's gonna be harder to maintain relationships. hm.. pple keep telling me tt it's easy for me to make new frenz..
but somehow, frenz aren't the same as acquantainces, rite? esp close frenz..
oh and how i hate feeling lost.
