.Thursday, March 01, 2007 Y
'tis another day..
i. am. so. PISSED.
i can't believe kellie (my sectional leader) actualli made me come down for prac earli in the morn at 10.30am (ok mb not so earli, but still!) and in the end all i did was sit at the side while they practiced a song i wasn't playing for the concert. i mean, i knew they were practising tht since 9am, tht's y she asked and i decided to come down 10.30am to practise some other songs. they finished practising at 12 and then the teacher left. i mean, wht the hell? means i sat there for nth. and kellie actualli said we were gg to practise other songs, even though without the teacher.
count me out of it. i knw it's not easy on her to be the sectional leader and all and i knw attendance is somehow so very impt, but come on, make a more accurate estimate and at least inform me at 10am whether 10.30am's a gd time for me to go down. if u knw tht the progress is so slow and lousy, then dun make me go down there in the rain for nuts. ok?
wht a complete waste of my time.
now i'm back in hall and trying to do my biz law assignment. to no avail. it's so difficult. i dun even knw how to start writing tht report. sent said tht mb it's becos they're scared so they're practising a bit more. aftr all, the concert's on sat. i understand and tht's totally cool with me. i mean, i can't say i'm the best player but i'm definitely not the worst. i do my part and i practise whenever i can. so give me a break, cut me some slack. becos i'm scared too. i'm scared of my deadlines more than i'm scared of the concert on sat. i'm scared of my biobiz proposal, my biz law assignment, my 2 tests next wk and everything else. so freaking scared.
i used to like CO. now i dread it almost everytime i'm abt to go there. it's not supposed to be like tht. it's as if i almost freaking hate it.
