two down, one more to go.

one more test on friday and then i'm done with tests.

if u think tht's gd, think again.

'cos it means it's time for the exams instead.

the EXAMS!!

they're coming!!

haiz. i shld nvr haf missed the phonetics lect for my elective. they gave SO MANY questions on tht la. n i didnt knw how to do most of it. damn it.

gg to do accounting tutorial today and then mb tmr will attempt the co law exam paper to be discussed this fri, during lect. but tmr need to study my elective exam, which shouldnt be as hard as studying for the tax one, i presume.

speaking of which, i got quite a few mistakes for tax, but i'm not reli sad abt it. tht's cos i somewht understand most of it alr. most of my mistakes, too. i onli made this 'regross' error way too many times. so almost half of my wrong answers are becos of tht. but it's ok. i understand it now.

so let's juz hope i can rmb it for the exam.

but for now, going to try to unwind a little first.

i think i deserve juz a little relaxation. will start studying at 10-11pm. :)

saturation point reached.

at least, i think so.

tax is a killer. mb becos i'm studying somewht in preparation of the exam instead of the test tmr. or rather, today, aftr 7 min.

gonna go back hall soon. leon gonna drop me off in hall. tired.

really sick of studying for tax la. true, i've finished studying for all the chapters covered in the test, but i dun feel like i'm ready. haiz.

plus i've got my elective test tmr. at 3.30pm. i'm done studying for all the chapters covered in THAT test, too. but i dun feel i'm ready either. juz gonna leave it to memory's mercy aftr the tax quiz ends at 12.30pm. dunno if i'll go back hall aftr tht or stay in sch to study for the test. but most prob will go back to hall to rest a little while before memorizing some facts and numbers.

haiz. gonna go back hall and still try to study for tax a little bit more. so tht i wun feel so bad even if i fail the test tmr. gonna read the relief from double taxation notes and mb textbk on the parts i dun understand.

xian. can't wait for this wk to be over.

then again, it's a whole new cycle next wk. bet on it.

ever heard of fergie's 'big girls don't cry'?

nice song. but it's so hard to follow tht piece of advice. guess i'm not tht strong yet. 'cos i scalded my fingers today accidentally with hot (BOILING) water. yes, how dumb, u might think. oh wells. it feels better now, but it stung like mad earlier in the afternoon.

i finished revising the lect notes for last wk's accting lect. but havent started on the tutorial yet. i looked at the first qn & didnt knw how to do it. but i figured out aftr a while that it's becos i was panicking and didnt really think thru wht i was doing. cos i haf two tests on wed. and i dun feel prepared for either.

i'm supposed to study for my elective test, which will be held on wed, today. i'm still on the first chapter. haiz. wonder if i'll ever finish by tonight. but i haf to, cos i wun haf time at all on wed and i haf to study for tax tmr. it'll be my last dash to the halfway mark. it's not even the finishing line yet but still, it's an achievement.

then i'll probably get my co law assignment back this wed morning, too. wht a terrible shock to go thru so earli in the morning. to get a B. i'm not exactly the most optimistic person arnd, as u haf probably noticed.

co law assignment was an individual thing, u knw? and i dun think i spent much effort on it. i think i spent more effort for last assignment for biz law and i onli got a B+ i think. haiz. dreading wed!!

and i'm lagging behind every single subject!! why is tht so? somehow (as a little and minor consolation to myself) i think tht tax isnt tht bad cos by giving us the test this late means tht we'd have to somewht sit our butts down and revise for the final exam in a way. accounting is all right but i think it's only ok by chapter. meaning tht i'll be damn confused when everything's mixed up together, as it's supposed to be.

then co law. alamak tht one even worse. i scrape thru every wk of tutorial and lect and then i forget abt it the very next week (if not day). even though it's a open bk, i'm so scared that on the day itself i'll probably tear the pages off the bk and use them as tissue paper for my tears. was tht the original purpose of open-bk examinations? maybe.

i need to get thru this wk. it's giving me a headache. a bad one, at tht.

studying with pow aftr acct lect tmr in the lib. wait till his dad comes to fetch him home. he lives like, damn far la. tampines. poor thing. hopefully tmr will be more productive.

*crosses fingers*

tht somehow nvr works, i think, but i do it all the same.

why do people do things that they know won't work? is it against our nature to be so rebellious against life?

if onli i had the answers i probably would sipping a margherita in bed and reading a storybk by James Patterson (who is an excellent author by the way).

aftr the exams i'm gonna go to the lib and stock up on his books and then work on hall prod. 'cos i'm rather excited abt tht, too.

but all this will haf to wait. sadly, but true.

oh gosh. i need to save money.

not only for now. but for the future.

i'm so gonna get a beemer. it's so freaking cool. (thx for the inspiration, marc. haha. )

it shld be abt $180k - 200k (the cheaper ones at least) without COE. but worth every. single. cent.

ok, so it shld take me 5 yrs without eating or buying anything.

hm.

mb not.

hahaha. it was nice thinking abt it anw.

3 times in a day..

well well, tht's a first.

mb instead of 'no way, jose'.. it shld be 'have it your way'..

it takes two hands to clap, right? so in an argument, does it matter who apologizes first?

mb the one who initiated the clap?

i dunno. u tell me.

i juz realized how much i love watching videos of pple figure skating.

they're so.. graceful and.. pretty out there.

ok so i sound like i'm on drugs and running high with clouds surrounding my head, but i assure u, i'm not. really, you ought to go watch it.

this little realisation came from aftr watching the disney movie - ice princess. it's not really a bimbo movie, and it's quite touching towards the end, too. so i would give it 3 and 1/2 stars out of 5. but who's asking, rite? haha but the skating.. my gdness. fantastic.

wht wouldn't i give to be able to skate like tht.

then again, i'll need a lot of money and a lot of time. things i dun haf. esp since i spent my time watching tht show over dinner instead of doing my accounting tutorial like i was supposed to.

k then, cya~

stupid teachers who can't count. so it turns out tht i DO haf 3 quizzes in a row. hooray.

why do i even bother?

xian..

tmr gg out with naf and ben and marie and jz. :)

but tht means i need to do a lot of stuff today. cos i haf 2 presentations this wk, too.

it's a miracle tht pple keep themselves sane above all this craziness.

but miracles, as we all knw, dun happen often.

tired. xian. exams coming but still got 2-3 more tutorials to clear. haiz.

nvm i will survive. i thought i had 3 quizzes in one wk two wks from now. but it turns out that the teacher got the date wrong. so i onli haf 2. haha. er. hooray.

then i've got an elective assignment due and we HAVE NOT started yet. except to do the survey. other than tht, we havent even assigned duties yet.

and y are there free loaders every way u go? i mean, come on. dun u feel ashamed of doing practically nth?? sheesh. gawd, this muz be how life is.

anw, i juz realized the nice songs are usually old songs. no wonder i've recently taken a liking to listening to Class 95.

have u ever noticed? the blogger icon looks a lot like the bossini new icon, except tht one's orange and the other's green.

oh wells.

haiz. i'm feeling damn xian la. supposed to be reading tax but i totally dun haf any mood to study, despite being in the lib. and exams are coming soon, too. damn it!

and i'm supposed to do my accounting tutorial and finish up my co law tutorial. thank gdness i'm done with the textbk and notes but it's so confusing tht i think i juz might have to read thru it all over again. at least to skim thru it.

damn it!

i'm in the lib and using my fren's laptop while he's attending another lect and there's smth wrong with the spacebar key. it's not lagging - it's juz not sensitive, esp since i like tapping it frm the sides. it only works all right if i tap it in the middle. and even then sometimes it doesnt work.

damn it!

i hate fighting with people. but sometimes things juz happen. is there reli such a thing as fighting over smth stupid? isnt it true that the first reaction is always the truest one? or is it juz the most impulsive one?

though impulsive as first reactions may be, why bother changing the way you feel by suppressing ur initial feelings and thru some manipulative logic and reasoning, turn them into smth else? smth else not worth mentioning in the sense that u juz smile and get it over with?

dun think i'm mad. cos i ain't. i was juz wondering abt the way things in life are. and mb how things in life should be. but then again, how does one determine wht they 'shld' be? 'shld' being the most correct thing to do?

once again, i require enlightenment.

damn it!

damn it all to hell.

realized i've been bringing the wrong things back home to study. for e.g. i'm always bringing tax back home to try to study. but it's so hard to study at home! so from now on, i shall bring those less taxing subjects home.

which means, probably everything else except taxation. muahaha.

need to do the following:
1. read up on 'securities' for co law since i slept in today and missed my lect. boohoo.
2. compile the survey results for the HG220 research paper which would be due in week 13.
3. accounting proj which would be due NEXT WED. *gasps*
4. accounting t8 optional qns
5. accounting t9 and l9 review
6. relief from double taxation review and qns - need to read the stupid textbk for this. bleah.
7. omg. i've actually run out of things to do. wht a surprise. (hint: quick, act shocked)

it's ok, i will handle it with stride and absolutely will not, i repeat, not panic.

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ARGHZ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

HOW TO FINISH EVERYTHING IN THREE DAYS?????????????????

then again, i onli need to get my accounting proj and relief from double taxation done by monday. which doesnt sound so bad.

damn xian. i got accounting proj meeting this sun at 10am in the bloody earli morning at bloody far bukit batok. haiz. and i'm alr at home. but still, i will go home. i simply cannot stand the toilets on sunday nights. but then again, since i'll be at bukit batok discussing proj till gdness knws wht time, i would probably (& might as well) go back hall on sunday. which means i will still have to face the stupid and disgusting toilets. *wails*

ok. i have decided. i shall go home tmr and on sunday too, aftr the proj. and then i shall go to sch earlier on monday before tax class. *nods heads in satisfaction*

tht is, if mummy's willing to drive me to school on monday morning. :)

gotta do the 'pls, pls, pretty, pls' routine. hehe.

i've been a naughty girl again!

i've skipped my HG801 elective lect again!

been going for tht lect on and off for every alt wk. not jking. i'm serious. haiz. and i didn't S/U it. better go for the next few lessons before they end n it's all too late. tht's it.

NO MORE AFTERNOON NAPS ON WED.

k better go do my proj research now. haiz. meeting tmr to discuss. my only free day.. :( looks like it's gonna be a long day tmr.. and it's gonna be a long day on friday too.. haiz. :(

and exams are coming~~

wht's there to smile abt these days?

argh. screwed up my a/cing quiz. xian... there goes 20%. :(

arghz i realized i left my thumbdrive in FAL today!! haiz. why lidat?? and this HAD to happen the day before the test.

damn it. this muz be a bad sign. i dun think there's any way of getting it back le.

SHIT the worst thing is tht they're closing the FAL tmr cos of the stupid quiz.

this muz be a bad sign. haiz.

oh wells, at least i didnt lose my mp3 player instead.

TOUCHWOOD! CHOY~~

haiz. oh wells. gonna get back to studying. and the hall office better repair my fan speed fast. it's bloody sweltering hot in here~~

wish me good luck for my test tmr~

still studying for accounting quiz.. xian..

but juz called home and made arrangements to go back tmr in the evening!! then can take the time in the afternoon to either A) slp or B) do my accounting t8. but i dun think i'll zzz the whole day (at least, i think so), so i'll probably take a nap aftr i get back to hall from the quiz, which will end at arnd 11 latest. and hopefully i wun be crying my way back. :S

then aftr my nap i'll prob take a bath and then watch the online lect they posted up for e-learning. then mb attempt the tutorial if i haf time.

then do tax on sunday and here's the best part: i wun haf to go back hall on sunday!!! i can stay for the night at HOME SWEET HOME and my mummy will drive me to school on monday, before my tax class!! muahahah. SWEET.

k then gotta go back to studying my test. whew. i survived this wk. tht leaves today and tmr, but hey, at least i got the co law assignment and tax quiz outta the way. btw, i hope tht i didnt fail the tax quiz.. haiz. got a few qns wrong alr lor and i think got more that tht few wrong. :(

okie, can't wait to go home! miss everyone!

oh, and the tv, of cos.

SWEET.

I've been awake for a while now
You make me feel like a child now
'Cause every time I see your bubbly face
I get the tinglies in a silly place

It starts in my toes
Makes me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know

That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

The rain is falling on my window pane
But we are hiding in a safer place
Under covers staying safe and warm
You give me feelings that I adore

It starts in my toes
Make me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know

That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

What am I going to say
When you make me feel this way
I just

mmmmm

And it starts in my toes
Makes me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know

That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

I've been asleep for a while now
You tuck me in just like a child now
'Cause every time you hold me in your arms
I'm comfortable enough to feel your warmth

And it stats in my soul
And I lose all control
When you kiss my nose
The feeling shows
'cause you make me smile baby

Just take your time now
Holdin' me tight

Wherever wherever wherever you go
Wherever wherever wherever you go

wherever you goI always know
'Cause you make me smile
Even just for a while

=Bubbly=
=Colbie Caillat=

yay new blogskin~~ polka dots~~ haha did it all in half an hour's time.

as in, took a template from blogskins.com la.. but hey, better than nth, right. haha one day someone's gonna haf to teach me how to make my own blogskin. haha.

haiz. studying accounting now. better get back to it ba. got test on sat morn. damn xianz.

'till then~

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