.Monday, October 29, 2007 Y
'tis another day..
ever heard of fergie's 'big girls don't cry'?
nice song. but it's so hard to follow tht piece of advice. guess i'm not tht strong yet. 'cos i scalded my fingers today accidentally with hot (BOILING) water. yes, how dumb, u might think. oh wells. it feels better now, but it stung like mad earlier in the afternoon.
i finished revising the lect notes for last wk's accting lect. but havent started on the tutorial yet. i looked at the first qn & didnt knw how to do it. but i figured out aftr a while that it's becos i was panicking and didnt really think thru wht i was doing. cos i haf two tests on wed. and i dun feel prepared for either.
i'm supposed to study for my elective test, which will be held on wed, today. i'm still on the first chapter. haiz. wonder if i'll ever finish by tonight. but i haf to, cos i wun haf time at all on wed and i haf to study for tax tmr. it'll be my last dash to the halfway mark. it's not even the finishing line yet but still, it's an achievement.
then i'll probably get my co law assignment back this wed morning, too. wht a terrible shock to go thru so earli in the morning. to get a B. i'm not exactly the most optimistic person arnd, as u haf probably noticed.
co law assignment was an individual thing, u knw? and i dun think i spent much effort on it. i think i spent more effort for last assignment for biz law and i onli got a B+ i think. haiz. dreading wed!!
and i'm lagging behind every single subject!! why is tht so? somehow (as a little and minor consolation to myself) i think tht tax isnt tht bad cos by giving us the test this late means tht we'd have to somewht sit our butts down and revise for the final exam in a way. accounting is all right but i think it's only ok by chapter. meaning tht i'll be damn confused when everything's mixed up together, as it's supposed to be.
then co law. alamak tht one even worse. i scrape thru every wk of tutorial and lect and then i forget abt it the very next week (if not day). even though it's a open bk, i'm so scared that on the day itself i'll probably tear the pages off the bk and use them as tissue paper for my tears. was tht the original purpose of open-bk examinations? maybe.
i need to get thru this wk. it's giving me a headache. a bad one, at tht.
studying with pow aftr acct lect tmr in the lib. wait till his dad comes to fetch him home. he lives like, damn far la. tampines. poor thing. hopefully tmr will be more productive.
*crosses fingers*
tht somehow nvr works, i think, but i do it all the same.
why do people do things that they
know won't work? is it against our nature to be so rebellious against life?
if onli i had the answers i probably would sipping a margherita in bed and reading a storybk by James Patterson (who is an excellent author by the way).
aftr the exams i'm gonna go to the lib and stock up on his books and then work on hall prod. 'cos i'm rather excited abt tht, too.
but all this will haf to wait. sadly, but true.
