I can't believe the last post I wrote was dated 2010. Unbelievable. 

and i'm back. 

I don't know what happened to us.. One minute we're so in love, and the other minute we're fighting and screaming at each other.. We used to be so good together.. Is it work that made us the way we are now? Because we're both so busy all the time, we only have the weekends together and there's just not enough time for everything..

I just want all the fights to stop. I do love you. I just wish you felt it. I never meant to take you for granted. It hurts to hear you say that. I'm sorry if you felt that way. But I remember those things that really matter.

I really do.

One day I want to be able to shop at Asos. And be able to buy something too.

I realize now how fake it sounds when I say

'Don't worry; I'll be there for you.'

It's been such a tiring day.

So, so tiring..

becos it's never just the two of u.

Two more freaking days.

It's a sucky day today.

Lipstick Jungle's latest episode is not up yet.

I realized that instead of taking just ONE elective next semester besides two core modules, I have to take TWO. Just because I'm one AU short.

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Waste of time.

Hopefully I'll get both non-examinable.

Plus, I need to get back to studying for my next exams on Tues and Wed.

Life sucks.

Can't wait for exams to end.

i think i'm going to set up another blog after..

• my exams end

• i find a new skin for it (or mb learn how to make one by myself)
  

• i think of a new name for it

setting up another blog, i.e. deleting this one.

haiz. sometimes i wish we never grew up.

i want a 13-inch white macbook. 

i realized i haven't blogged in a long, long, long time - i guess it's not much of a habit now.

final exams are starting soon. again.

second last exam to my graduation. mixed feeling. but mostly sick of studying. probably will miss school, i know. but i think what i'll miss most are the free periods used for slacking, my classmates and friends, funny moments, teachers etc. nth much to do with schwork, actualli. if only there were no exams - i'd seriously rather have projects all the way than to have formal exams. they really drain the life out of you.

but i dun think i'm studying hard enough. definitely not. i stone at home much more than i study. my family's going out for dinner later tonight. usually when it's during exam period, i'd rather stay at home to study or rather, slack without my parents (usually mum) nagging my ears off. but today, it's almost like i'm finding an excuse not to study for the exam coming up (which is this friday btw). i wonder why. and this seems even stranger cos i should have felt the need to go out and spend time with my family when i was staying in hall instead of now, when i'm spending almost all my time at home (especially with my 3-day week timetable - go on, envy me~). hah.

oh well. but i'm hopefully going to finish studying everything by tonight or latest by tmr, then go thru the exam case again (they gave out the case before exam but it's going to be a closed-book exam) and apply the concepts tht i've learnt so far (if any - haha) to the case.

mb meeting pow to discuss the case and most prob panic and worry together. i mean, what are friends for, rite? ;)

haiz. today's presentation sucked.

totally. haiz.....

oh wells. gotta go do lotsa stuff now! move it~ move it~

it's unrealistic. really. i mean, watching lipstick jungle makes me realize that i like that kind of lifestyle. but it's impossible to attain. and it's not just because i'm being pessimistic.

i mean, fashion designer? magazine editor-in-chief? head of a movie company? COME ON.

i wanna be successful too. and be bitchy and get away with it.

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