.Tuesday, February 28, 2006 Y
'tis another day..
i'm gg crazy~~
hm.. my fren suggested gg to sch on thurs instead, so can take ur results alone. haiz, but if i wait one more day i'll surely die of heart failure or smth. hm.. in my office now.. soooo slpy.. i had a considerably gd nite last nite. as in, even if i did have nightmares or smth like tt, i dun rmb it. hm.. but i rmb having dreams lei, juz forgot wat they were. hm. oh well, better than dreaming abt ur results all the time. =P
this is so boring. i'm supposed to count the number of application forms for interviews in both singapore n malaysia. yst i stumbled upon my fren's application form. same age as me lei. but confidential la. anw i dun reli noe her..
haiz.
i thought i was juz stoning these few days. until i realized tt almost everything's lost on me. like, i dun reli understand tt's gg on arnd me. it juz goes in one ear n out the other. this is even worse than stoning, seriously. i'm almost like.. well, a walking zombie, to be specific.
n the two other part-timers.. havent seen them arnd yet.. they're usually quite punctual lei.. mb they didnt come.. haiz.. xian.. then i'll be stoning all alone with nth except my gackt pics on the wall to distract me.
for once, gackt isnt reli helping.
this sucks.
i was checking out websites abt the japanese schools in Singapore and abt the JLPT (Japanese Language Proficiency Test). apparently my teacher got things mixed up when she said levels 3 and 4 were the highest out of the 4 lvls. the highest is actualli level 1, not 4. hm n to attain tt level, i've got to complete abt 900 hrs of japanese.. calculating the amt of hrs im learning now.. it's a grand total of.... 72 hrs.
great.
so i checked out the various japanese schools. i found out tt the s'pore jap sch has pri n sec sch levels.. pri sch?? muz i resort to THAT??
then i checked out another school. or rather, lang centre, if u ask me. it's called aoba smth la. okok i noe e name sounds a bit weird, but the courses lk.. substantial. definitely sounds better than pri sch.. BUT - and it's a biiiiig but - the courses are sooooo expensive!! there're part-time n full-time courses. full time courses include 5 sessions per wk, which means a lesson everyday la. i'd love tt, reli, but how can i afford the time? plus the prices range from a few hundred to $1300.
whew~
how can i afford the time.. AND THE MONEY?? this is crazy.
omg. i need to think of smth fast. mb i'll juz take the part time courses.. but i dun think there's the advanced level.. which allows me to have a better grasp of wat the JLPT level 1 is supposed to be. anw, to be able to study or work in japan, i need to take the test n attain either level 1 or 2.
whew~
or mb i'll study my uni stuff first (provided i manage to get into uni la) then take full-time courses aftr i'm done.. which means by the time i graduate frm uni.. i'll be 21-22? then plus the jap lessons n the JLPT n everything else i'll be mb 24? hm ooooooooollllllllldddddddd..
hm.. haiz.
how bleak can the future get?
When I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn. Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice. Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling. And I didn't feel a thing, so baby don't feel no pain. Just smile back.
=Eminem=
