.Wednesday, April 19, 2006 Y
'tis another day..

saw this cute guy's photo today. actually, many other cute guys, other than the one on top. ya i noe.. a bit too girlish looking, rite? but ya, tt's e way i like my guys! haha oh wells. he lks a bit like tae, don't u think. mb tmr i'll upload another photo. of another guy. haha anw found this pic from friendster. not tt i noe him la. just link link link then found his pic lor. haha.
he's m'sian though. i just know it. there aren't cute guys like this in singapore lor. fat hope.
stupid la. had an argument with my mum. my bro used the comp for like one and a half hours, and even before i got home, he was using the freaking comp alr. n then aftr i took over, he said, i need to print smth. ok. so i gave him another half an hour. and guess wat? i dunno where the hell that half an hour went, cos he didnt freaking print his stupid sci notes. like he's so studious all of a sudden.
then my mother commented on how stubborn i was and how i was so like my dad and blah blah. come on, juz bcos u had an argument with dad earlier on doesnt mean u can rub ur grievances in my face. n then she raised her voice and said how i nvr give in to my younger bro etc.
u noe wat. it's times like these that i wish i didnt have a younger bro. i mean, like it helps having a younger bro lidat. he doesnt even do anything tt concerns me. he's juz wasting space and air. seriously. n then aftr my mum nags until the cows are alr home, i was like, 'fine then use the computer'. and my bro acted all bloody innocent and said, it's ok la. i dun need the notes until tmr.
oh u noe wat, mr angel. i dun think any amt of notes is gonna get u anywhere.
so forget it, y dun u? quit. trying.
seriously.
ARGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! y is it always my bloody fault? bcos he's more insecure? he needs more care? oh to hell with that.
one day i just might fall. and break. and slam myself so hard down on the ground. just to see how all of u would react.
i'd love to c u wash tt bloody stench off your hands.