.Tuesday, May 02, 2006 Y
'tis another day..
yst the whole bunch of us went out. it was fun. a bit weird cos got a lot of pple. but still fun. n we watched the wild~ haha v cute show. esp the snake larry. :) love it. it's so cute. plus the koala, nigel. haha shld go watch it if u haven't.
hm i'm so freaking bored. two more days left to my last day of work at SIA. hm weird. feels weird. i'll prob still wake up at 6.30am every morn. for nth. haha stupid dumb job. ruined my entire body clock. if there is even such a thing. :P
hm feel like changing my blogskin. but the skins get kinda boring aftr a while. they all lk the same. wanna create my own, but dun have dreamweaver software lei. so now i juz have to resort to using the skins other pple have created.
hm i'm gg to stop spending money. it doesnt exactly work. retail therapy, i mean. honest.
give me a sign
a reason
anything
tell me not to say gdbye.
i wanna see if it works.
becos i'm not sure it will.
not anymore.
i'm not being stubborn
nor being petulant.
but i'm tired
of feeling this way
all by myself
n mb u tell me
u feel alone n tired too
then i guess it's time
to put us both out of this misery
we're both stuck in
it's a liberation
of some sort
if u lk on the bright side
if there's even one at all
i've shut pple out before
u wun be the first
but it's the first time
it's so hard
i noe it's cowardly
i noe it's not me
but it's getting too painful
juz to keep u in.
i'm not running away
it's juz my way
of facing u
by not facing u at all.
dun tell me
i'm juz in love with
the idea of being in love
mb i am
becos, reli,
there isnt much to fall in love with these days.
